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I AM BEAUTIFUL

Lawd... this #PiscesInVirgoTime is gonna be a trip

When the cigar burned there, I was Beautiful When the Black and Mild, to be specific burned there, I was Beautiful When the glasses were mangled on the floor, I was Beautiful When my head was banging against the floor, I was Beautiful When the eye turn red, I was Beautiful When the lips swole, I was Beautiful When the blood vessel ruptured, I was beautiful When the lashes stung against my back, I was beautiful When the blood spewed from my cheek, I was Beautiful When I saw stars and it wasn't even night, I was Beautiful

Today, having stood the test of time, I AM BEAUTIFUL...

you ain' know?

You ain' know.....?

You ain' know that walking in my shoes as big as they are can give you blisters
you ain' know?
that pain can spawn creativity
you ain' know?
I just looking in the mirror and all I see is inner beauty
I could be blinded by the scar that runs from ear to mouth
narrowly grazing the edge of my lip
I look at my chocolate flavors all swirled into me
and I have to exclaim
the Most High did a damn fine job in this progressive creation that is me
I embrace the marks of time
the remnants of battles won
Im alive ain't I?
Im here to tell the story
You ain' know?
there is so much more to me than meets the eye
ain't but a few gonna take the time to find out
others they figure they can come with game
Im coming from the jungles, bushes and concrete
what you figure you might know I wrote the freaking book on
you ain' know?
Its times like this I have to be careful #PiscesInVirgoTime got me spittin'
take in what you can,
ride this transit if you can
you just might find out somethings 
you ain' know

Loc Journey

Pisces in Virgo territory got me spittin'.... its gonna be a heck of a run.. LOL

Such an individual journey of trial and error
You ain't even know where you're going until you get on the road
all the preparation in the world and you still ain't prepared
can no one tell which way to go
You've got to feel your way, every step of the way
WOW, didnt you hear the music...
she did the two step and he did the watusi
it is common to seek answers to questions not yet formulated
this is not mathematics
things just aint gonna add up all da time
WHY???
The Universe is yet at play,
Doing its thang and working thru YOU to see who YOU just might be
It aint for the faint of heart
or the short of patience
Just know within the journey to be who you might be 2 U
YOU may eventually discover the I in de I
Self Knowledge becomes your reference point
then you speak in Universal tones
not limiting one's vision per se sight
embracing all,
heart, mind, soul, body and locs
Because My Loc  and Your Loc  .... is just that  and aint no two alike.. 1 

"I Good"

There is a place in life called "I Good".... meaning at that moment, space, place and time... all that should be going down is, and no matter what it is, it ain't trippin' you up or keepin' you awake at night.

It's a blessed place.

Where it gets complicated, if one would indeed allow such a state of confusion, is when others feel that want to dictate how or why your flow is the way it is... these applies to males and females....

Ain't no one sex got a lock on Blessings. The Most High gives them to everyone... some folks don't recognize when they're in a "I Good" stage of life.

If you can go a week and the worst that happened is a broken fingernail/ toenail... you're in a "I Good" stage of life... LOL

Honor it... work it, LIVE IT, LOVE THE HECK OUT OF IT and those around you... know that you are ready for any storm...

and most of all know that there aint nothing for you to be "saved" from...
see its at this time that others come along and want to let you know what's missing in your life.....

What they don't understand it that you've already assessed every dang nook and cranny of your life and you're working while patiently waiting for the Universe to do what it does...

Don't come with the yang... ain't even put in two minutes of work but you already got "us" in another state and down the road to fairy tale land..

Hush with that noise...

Its all about how the spirit receives the other soul into your life, not the trapping that is comes with....

Cloaked in fear, envy, distrust and jealousy will get you blocked deleted and dismissed. I like my light to keep shining...

Ive got to link up with the energy which brings forth pure agape love....
yeah Im going for that ring I dreamed about years ago....
I was climbing that ladder to get to it.... still am

ain't nothing wrong with hanging out on the tiers of a ladder
you get to take life in from all vantages points when you take time in your ascension

You clearly see every step and acknowledge every lesson on the way to <3

Another indicator of "I Good"... the freaking ability to say NO without so much as the bat of an eyelash...

Lawd... this here is one of the grandest freedoms that the Most High allows us to grasp and work... I tell you...

When you can say NO to bullshit, NO to nonsense, NO to those who want to pull you apart and see if you shatter, when you can say NO and mean it...

NO backsies... NO meaning hell NO I ain't gonna subject myself to the idiosyncrasies and pitfalls of another's darkness...

"I Good" simply meaning Im allowed to raise my head to the skies and take in the natural crayolas that the Most High is working with

"I Good" meaning the songs of the days are punctuated by the baritones and basses of the bullfrogs at night (someone got to get some.. lol)

"I Good" meaning your belly ain't hitting your backbone

"I Good" meaning the floor where you lay to dream is dry and earth's pillow provides a straight back

"I Good" meaning the thunder storm is an excuse to make love with Mother Nature as a witness.... heating one up and cooling them down all at the same instance...

"I Good" meaning there are those who make you smile inside out and not near one has touched but your Soul

"I Good"

#SCMission2013

An extraction and a cleaning later....

Thank You #SCMission2013

The Real Queen Pin

The Real Queen Pin

Send me home just like this!!!!!

A Celebration of Life - Traditional Casket Choreography

Arrrgh Dating Sites

Honesty pays off.... person on a dating site... we're texting.. he says what has been your experience on the site.....

Ive met some really cool ones where at least there has been a migration to Fb and they are real... on the other hand Ive run into some scammers and have exposed them...

He said OH...

I said yeah... there are profiles that are suspect then they especially have only one pic... now I have no problem doing a Google image search...
One of them it's revealed the same pic with about 10 different names attached to a scam reporting site...

Its fascinating to see that one same pic one dating site after dating site... you know the ace right... one damn pic on the Fb profile.......
Duuuuude... you dont exist....... FLAG, REPORT, BLOCK

The ones that get me are the ones that want to go immediately to email....

Noooooo... for some reason Id give up a phone number before Id give up me email... spam and viruses are harder to clean up than blocking a call....

Im like a dog with a bone...everyone has some sort of digital footprint
if you cant be found anywhere... you're suspect...

Let's put it somewhere... IF I CAN'T FIND YOU.... YOU'RE SUSPECT... 

The most hilarious ones are the ones with multiple screen names...
SAME DAMN PIC.... I keep it simple.. same name.. throughout cyber space... GOOGLE ME... I'm Real...

Dude... it's me you send the same pic to.... from two different profiles....
when I call him on it... no further response...

I dont play games of any kind... yet my strategic skills ... humph
The one thing Im going to do is remember a photograph....

I was busy so I didnt notice but in checking later.. ... the texts had stopped after I had revealed certain techniques in separating the wheat from the chaff....

This is hilarious to me... its ridiculous and uncalled for....

So I damn well know... bless the others... there are a couple of good eggs in the bunch that are really cool people... just havent met them, met them yet.... that's a whole other story.... . but in the meantime....

My meter is still on high.... Oooooh I may have to put this on my blog.... 

"I WON'T COMPLAIN" REV.PAUL JONES (Extended Version) Praise Break