Brenda Jennifer Peart
6 mins ·
To see that smile ...
share a laugh made from memories of a time before.
Im human
I admit faults, shortcomings and all that
I acknowledge what is freaking awesome
Yet, YES... I want more from life
I know Im investing in my future every time I make a move
Even from this desk
I get to reach far and wide
Yet, do I appear that distant that still no particular male prances around me like a peafowl displaying the spots in his tail feathers?
The older ones are mystified
the younger ones... aaaaah got to love the bold
but damn I can't be expressing breast milk to babies at this juncture
Half a century in existence
Seeking mind melding interaction
He who shares the thoughts
Though words not yet voiced
The one with whom to "eye" speak
the twinkles tell no lies
very few women admit that at time they were too "strong" for men
Many have told me that "I have to cool it down"
Yet those are also the one's who simply "don't get me"
I dont try to water down me to the masses
That's some rough personality violation
If I cut me to feed you
then sooner or later I'll be dead
Knowing thyself is a process
Ive known the joy of Kindred Spirits
It truly is an unconditional love
Ive known the muck and mire of twisted souls
I say Thank You to the ones who kept me alive
Obviously there is some work to be done
I'd like to lay down my knife
This is what many don't understand
Warriors in female form in this world
They go through some bullshit sometimes
The hormones rage and the Woman within ....
Aaaaargh she cries
She cries because her counterpart is "in the battle"
Yet, she is on the conscious side
rough though it be
each day more than a mystery
there were a few who over the past half century or is it centuries?
because many who appear now
we've walked similar paths before
One recalls a laughter
a gesture
a cause
"Life is a battlefield"
It's not that I'd like to stop the "fight"
I want to share the journey
Lone Wolfs... rolling stones
rambling life
where is the legacy but in stills and moving pictures
there has to be more than the ‪#‎brainpharts‬ and
outbursts of 15 second IG songs
One with which to share the late night mental jazz fest
as the song of birds overshadow the peninsula traffic
one with who to listen to crashing waves at sunrise
I can see it...
for years it's been all the same
Your face I'll know
You've visited my dreams before
but I dont know your name
You know the song that you inspire
The memory rekindled every few years
I understand
it's nearly time
Im in position to be found
Ive done my groundwork
Now come on
Let's Fly
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Yeah Baaaaaay it's Cancer time.... there is something about the vibe of another water sign that allows this Pisces to play!!!!!!